Yeah everything is great. couldnt be better really. ok heres a recap of my spring break

thursday- half day of school...hungout at jakes and skated it up gettin crunk.

friday-sunday- sat at home

sunday- went out to eat with my grandma and did nothing else

sunday-thursday- sat on my ass getting fat

thursday- went to ambers house...it was alot of fun.

friday- nothing

saturday- went to the mall with the krew. we got hella crunk. in the foodcourt i had a little bit of a confidence boost. i bought a red headband so i can get even more crunk. thats about it i think.

today- so far ive sat on my ass doing nothing.

Chiodos is amazing. The way they arrange their songs is incredible. Jason is a great guitarist. his style of playing is so unique and he uses alot of techniques that really make Chiodos a different band from all the rest. They have a great stage presance too. I cant wait for the new record to drop in July i think...? I also cant wait for them to come back to flint.

I know most people arent gonna read these lyrics...but if you hate me, or want to know something about me...please please please read them? Thanks.

(We can't)
I still can
(Stop now)
Remember what you did.
Your eyes filled
(We've got)
Discomfort
(To slow down)
Bare foot in a public washroom.

Spill on me your nostalgia
And cataracts...
That fell
Behind self-concious eyes.

Warm water made
(Please just give me back my heart)
This hurt so good
(Well it's been too long)
Through ivory rain
(And I will burn no more)
And cutthroat soap box derby racers

(Oh God. Hurt so fucking good. Little girls pointing. Pointing. Pointing and laughing.)

I want you to ruin me.
(Please just give me back my heart)
Ruin me.
(Well it's been too long)
I. Want. You. To... ruin me.
(And I will burn no more)
(Tired of all these lies)
I. Want you. To ruin me.
(And elsewhere eyes of yours)
Ruin me.
(So I will scream)
I want you to...
(And dream of what's to come)
Ruin me.

Raped by my childhood?
What the hell do I know about rape anyway?
Well, I guess it's fun to pretend.
Sorry.
Just a thought that occured when I wasn't quite awake enough
To dismiss it.

It's easy.
(You always used to stay within arms reach.)
To cheapen an event.
(Now it seems I'm all by myself)
By pretending it happened.
Only by pretending it happened.
(Save my life.)
Life.

(My life was ended tonight.)
My life.
(My life was ended tonight.)
My life.

Boring cliched self-destruction.
I think I should start doing aerobics.
And the rest...

Boxes of cats,
People with Taz tattoos,
Explosive personalities,
Self-centeredness,
Protractor from your new geometry set,
Inability to do math,
Geography.

Polaroids
(Tonight)
Of polar bears.
(Tonight)
Polaroids
(My life)
Of polar bears.

Polaroids...

I'm in a constant state of getting cut
So why don't I feel anything?

This is a violation

Maybe I forgot what it was like
Before it entered me

So this is what they call
Another endless night
So tired of believing
If this is wrong or right
I think this cause is lost
I wish that I could sleep
I feel like some kind of shadow
Another slave to the week
Imagine if we lived
Under the weather
We would never be found
Never discovered
If everything goes wrong
If it's one more endless night
You know there always tomorrow
And tomorrow...
They'll know there's always tomorrow

And this knife, this knife
It is my most important appendage

So now that your whole world
Has gone up into flames
This night is still never ending
Do you think you're still safe?
Seems everything went wrong
We were discovered
But this time there's no tomorrow
And tomorrow...

And this knife, this knife.

So make sure you love
Like you've never been hurt
And when you dance, dance
Like there's no one watching you

'Cuz You can waste your time
(Redefining the day that music died)
Or you can spend your life
(Guilt free and ostracized)
'Cuz all the fashion
(In the world cannot save you now)
(It's something, I'll write it down for you)

So make sure you love
Like you've never been hurt
And when you dance, dance
Like there's no one watching you

Oh, 'cuz this shit's not about pants
And this shit's not about shirts
And this shit's definitely not about hair
(This shit is 'bout having a good fucking time)
Maybe the music isn't dead
Maybe the music isn't dead
Maybe we all just forgot what it fucking sounded like

They Forgot
THEY FORGOT!

'Cuz You can waste your time
(Redefining the day that music died)
Or you can spend your life
(Guilt free and ostracized)
'Cuz all the fashion
(In the world can't save you now)
(It's something, I'll write it down for you)

My greatest gift to you
Is a dance floor
Free from insecurity

I got this from Ambers Xanga...YES I COPIED IT FROM HER!!! -GASP-

A - Age: fourteen
B - Band: Alexisonfire, Underoath, My Chemical Romance
C - Choice Of Meat: Chicken
D - Dream Date: Uh...The Local?
E - Excites You: Boobs
F - Favorite Food: Orange Chicken
G - Greatest Gift: A Guitar
H - Happiest Day Of Your Life: The Day I Die
I - Internal conflicts: Umm...none really that much sometimes?
J - Jealous:  Never
K - Kool Aid: YAY!
M - Most Valuable Thing you own: My Instruments!
N - Name: Casey tehehe
O - Outfit: A Leapord leotard...with a belt...and a hotpink headband!
P - Pizza Topping: Pineapple
Q - Question I want to ask: Where do babies come from?
R - Roots: Like a tree? Uh Italian, American-Indian, African- America (just kidding)
S - Sport to watch: Skateboarding?
T - TV show: I dont really like TV but...When Metal Ruled The World?
U - Unique habits: Picking my nose
W - Weather I Love: Warm but cold...Sunset...Light Breeze.
Y - Yesterday's best meal: Capn Crunch Motha Fucka! 
Z - Zodiac Sign: Virgo

Hollaaaaa! Hows it going everyone? Good? Ok good. FUCK SOMEONE START A FUCKING BAND WITH ME!!!!! Ill go over this again. I need a lead guitarist, drummer, keyboardist, bassist, and a vocalist (screamer). Im still undecided whether or not i want a lighter Screamo band (Chiodos)...or a darker Screamo band (Alexisonfire/Underoath). I have like 10 or 12 songs written (lyrics). And i have tons and tons of guitar parts in my head. I have big ideas mother fuckers! But noone to share them with. Even if you just like wanna come over and jam just tell me bitch. I can play pretty much anything from Surf Rock to Death Metal. Bring your shit out and we can have a fucking party. Im just so fucking desperate. I have 2 fucking amps. I have a drumset.

In other news. My uncle came over today and i traded my Fender shit poppy punk peice of shit for his 1981 Fender Bullet. Its fucking sweet. Amber says she has a keyboard she got last year for christmas that i can have. SWEET! I need like everything for a band lol...Maybe i can just record everything myself.

I was searching on Ebay for shit. And they have the same exact guitar that i want (a Schecter Omen) for $120 except this one has hotter GOLD GIBSON humbuckers in that bitch. HOLLAAAA!! That shit was tight. It was even in the Satin Cherryoak finish or whatever that i like.

I need a job bad so i can get that Schecter and i want a new Randall Half-Stack. But i might as well save my breath cuz i dont need a Halfstack if i dont have a band. I need a band to have a venue to play the halfstack at. HAHA. Too bad noone around here plays a fucking instrument. Oh well. Im moving to flint...just kidding but i wish.

Ok thats about it. Hit me up if you wanna jam...i got almost everything.